Post by ry on Apr 19, 2013 19:25:23 GMT -6
Jude smiled brightly into the sun, waiting for the burn to stop enough to allow her to open her eyes. It had been a while since she had been allowed to be outside. Something about attacking a nurse didn't go over to well with these people. But to be fair, the lady was trying to wake her up. She never liked waking up. Dreams were so much better than reality. But that was a week ago and all had been forgiven. She was now permitted to get a bit of sunlight on her already painfully pale skin. She felt as if she could bathe in it and die happily. Nothing was better than fresh sunlight on an already good day.Yes, for once the day had been good. She was allowed to wake on her own time, got little pills. Fewer than she had been getting and everyone seemed almost nice today. They had been avoiding her, which was the nicest thing anyone could do in her mind. Today was indeed, a very good day.
She glanced out at the other patients playing ball across the way and sighed, she could remember doing that a few years back... Kind of... She liked playing games and being involved, but now she just got spooked and wanted nothing to do with anyone. She figured they wouldn't want her around anyway surly word had gotten out about her attack and people were on edge. Patients didn't really like violence, and she couldn't blame them. So she decided to just stay put in the grass, and enjoy the quiet light.
A voice could be heard behind her, but she ignored it thinking it was another one of her own mind games. It got louder until it was beside her. Another doctor she imagined. She wouldn't look at the sound. She worried if she did she would be forced to go inside. She just sat quietly before resting her gaze on the ground. Wishing the person away wouldn't work. Perhaps ignoring would?