calling me back (Mal)

[/style] [style=text-align:justify; font-family:lato; color:white; line-height:10px; font-size:13;]"He understands, he's just not happy about it...

and trust me, from the people I've talked to, they want to pay a lot, even in American dollars. ..

Well.. if you're on his side.. You might hate me... I told him no... I love him, but long distance is hard and we can't get married if I'm in the states and he's in Europe.. plus he can't leave his job just to come be with me in California...So, we just sort of ended it I guess. "

[/style] [style=text-align:justify; font-family:lato; color:white; line-height:10px; font-size:13;]"What do you know about relationships? I'm not saying you're wrong, but.. I mean, I agree.. we've been talking, we're still going to be friends..which is just ridiculous...he's being sweet about it, but still we're both pretty upset about it..."

[/style] [style=text-align:justify; font-family:lato; color:white; line-height:10px; font-size:13;]"I have no doubt, I'm not you know easy, but I've had my share of relationships, I will deny it if you ever mention I just say that, half of my relationships have been well hidden from mum and dad..

And yes, we know it'll be hard. I'll be leaving soon.. and he'll still be here and I'll be a thousand miles away from him, it's not like we can really be engaged, like I said he has his job and I already have a house and we both know how terribly upset everyone would be if I changed my mind now. We both love each other of course, we wouldn't have discussed marriage if we weren't serious and in love, we know that it won't be easy moving on. But you know Percy, he's a catch any woman would be lucky to have him.. "

[/style] [style=text-align:justify; font-family:lato; color:white; line-height:10px; font-size:13;]"You're being awfully defensive. I'm not trying to say that you're not as.. experienced as me.. actually I prefer that you let me keep that dream alive a little while longer...

I'm afraid that I've been upset the whole time, but it's far from your fault. It's completely my own doing. But, I'll see you in a few days, all the flights were filled up, so I had to take a later one. I'll call you when I get to the house? You'll have to meet Molly. "

[/style] [style=text-align:justify; font-family:lato; color:white; line-height:10px; font-size:13;]"Molly is an Airedale Terrier.. Percy gave her to me.. like a going away present. She's rather cute and cuddly, she was a horrendous hunter..Bruno and Duke are in love with her."

[/style] [style=text-align:justify; font-family:lato; color:white; line-height:10px; font-size:13;]"They are the same, my two goofballs. I'm rather nervous about putting them on an airplane. "

[/style] [style=text-align:justify; font-family:lato; color:white; line-height:10px; font-size:13;]"I know they'll do fine, but it's a long flight... there is apparently an airplane just for animals, it costs a decent amount, but it's worth it that they will take care of them. They'll get there just a forty five minutes before I do. "