TILTON, nikolette jean

maille doyle; 25; straight; local; jobless

What is your name? Do you like your name? Do you have a nickname? What is your maiden name?
“My name is Nikolette. I like my name I think it’s kind of unique. People always call me Nik or Nikki. Those are pretty much the only actual nicknames I get. My maiden name is Dean but I am still going by my husband’s last name.”

How much do you weigh? How tall are you?
“I am 5’7 or so. I’m at a healthy weight range of about 130.”

Why won’t you sign the divorce papers? Why do you have trust issues?
“I love him so much. It hurts too much. I have major trust issues when it comes to people. I’m not trying to make excuses for being kind of crazy but it’s true. I’ve been constantly letdown by people. ”

What was your childhood like? What is your relationship with your dad like? What’s the relationship with your mom like? What’s the relationship with your siblings like? How many siblings do you have?
“My childhood was okay. I mean it wasn’t the easiest nor was it the hardest. My dad left when I was two or three. I never really cared until I was ten. I reached out to him. That Christmas, he said he was going to come pick me up for the day. I waited for six hours but he never came home. It sounds like such a cliché sob story where I use that as an excuse to why I slept around or am distrusting. He did this over and over and over again. I knew in the back of my head that he wouldn't ever come but I always kind of hoped. When I was sixteen years old he approached me when I was at the clinic for an STD test (negative, I dont' have any stds nor have I ever) and we argued. I ended up crying outside of my car. I hated him. Even after that he'd make promises. A couple of times after that he'd come up and talk to me for a minute, say he can't go to the movies or whatever he promised and then leave. "

What are your speaking habits? Do you use pretentious words or do you speak with simple words? Do you talk fast or slow? Do you talk loud or soft? Do you have any sayings you say a lot?
“I don’t really have any, like, sayings I use a lot. My vocabulary depends on who I am talking to. I talk at a pretty normal tone. I use my hands when I speak. Oh, I have a habit of not using contractions when I speak. I do use them sometimes but less frequent than most. Instead of saying ‘I'm going to the store’ I’d say ‘I am going to the store.’ I do have a habit of talking faster than my mind can go and stumbling over words. I speak really fast. It’s very theatrical and I found excited all the time.”

What kind of habits do you have overall? What are your quirks and weird things that you do? Do you have any bad habits? Do you smoke? Do you drink often? Do you ever do drugs? Have you ever done drugs? If you drink, what is your worst experience with it? If you’ve done drugs, was it a bad experience?
“I honestly have so many weird habits and quirks it is not funny. They’re not like huge noticeable things. They’re just little things that no one else bothers to do. If I’m having a conversation and it gets quite I bite my lip hard. I don’t know if you could call this a habit but I think milk and sugar ruin the taste of coffee so I drink it black. When I drive or am at my desk I drum my fingers on the desk or wheel. My last one is that the seams of my socks annoy me so I turn them inside out. I do smoke cigarettes which is a bad thing. I smoke about four or five cigarettes a day. I’m a social drinker. Well, I mean if I’m at home I’ll have a glass of wine but that’s it. I don’t do drugs. I did some when I was younger and a dumb teenager..”

What were you like in high school? Did you have a lot of friends? Did you have any boyfriends or anything? Do you keep in contact with any friends from high school?
“I was at a middle ground in high school. I had a clique of friends and we did our thing. I talk to a couple friends from high school but that’s about it. I had a couple boyfriends. I was fond of hooking up and making out with people but I wasn’t one of the Juliet’s of the school.”